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Updated, Erase It. 
27th-Mar-2011 06:02 pm
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It's been a very long time since I updated here and I've just spent a long time deleting things.

Let's face facts here...

During my gap year I was a horrible fucking irritating, digusting person.
"i miss him"
"i like him"
"oh my life"

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

I was severely depressed and totally dependent on the meaningless encounters I had with people who really just made everything worse than it was.

I know what it means to love and be loved, I know what it actually means to be happy and content and I have to say I was a massive Twat.

I always told myself I wouldn't delete old posts because they showed my state of mind, but tbh I don't want reminding of that time anymore. I lived it once, and I will never live like that again. I will never let myself get that unhappy again.

I cannot erase the past, but i can feel ashamed and disgusted that I was ever brought that low without getting the help I should have. And now I'm a better and stronger person for it all, I can erase that year's reminders and I can finally starts afresh and move forward.
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